Thursday, August 30, 2007

My Collection, Check em' out

My love for Haze ain't just lock in my heart but I show them. Yayayayayayayayaya......you may think I'm superficial and materialistic and all.... but this is how I choose to present myself. Others may choose bto buy other expensive brands, such as whaw Dolce&Gabbana, Gucci, Prada, Playboy, Paul Frank etc...

But "I" have my own style, own love, own personality. Y'all probably can guess what I may say next but let me beat you to it, I love a brand called, HuskyX3. It's a local taiwan brand, targeted at Husky lovers (including myself of course!!!)

It all started off from last year when my dad sent me the most unbelievable christmas gift I've ever received from anyone in my entire life, the HuskyX3 collection. Sounds ironic doesn't it, why isn't me who spot this exclusive brand but my dad!!! Well, to tell you the truth..... I have no idea!!! (don't hit me pls =.=") Anyway, I love my dad's present and I think you could imagine how crazy and insane I went when I saw those husky collection huh? I was a complete lunatic, jumping up and down, flaping my hands everywhere and basically went nuts. It was amazing.......





Giao!!! Looking pro y'all ~~

I've never imagine myself in the filming industry. I always thought that filming and production work is very easy and hands on , but I was stunned and overwhelmed by how much we have to learn about camera work and the pre-production requirement that we have to endure before we even go out to film.

I guess now I'm much more respectful to the filming business because I now understand how complicated and cut-throating this business can be, thankz to Julia who taught us so much this sem about the camera work and how to organise a strong and presentable portfolio.

The most amazing thing out of all is that my short video was one of the seven that Julia chose to made, and I was so greatful for that. I hope I could use everything I have so far from the filming to the next level in my future if I ever get to make another short video, perhaps the next sem!

Here are some pictures of one of my group, looking pro Director Rita!!!!! Hehehehehehe





Listenz up!!!



Slap back to reality

Even though my heart still sinks everytime I think about my friend... but now I guess I gotta move on. It's still difficult but I know that sometimes things just cannot go back to the way they were. So I must let bygones be bygones.......and focus on other lively aspects of my life.

And all I can think of is my baby dog, Haze. I miss u so much!!! I'm so thrilled to come back to Hong Kong this sem and see how much you've grown~ Just seeing your newest picture makes me so warm and energetic. I can't wait to kiss u and hug you into my arms………………

Well enough of me talking, why don't I show you some of my newest picture of Haze!!!!!!

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Regrets, Forgiveness, Apologize

Everything went lovely and vibrating for me just three weeks ago. But you never know what will happen next...

Have you ever experience a moment where your heart just stop, contracts so badly that you felt like you will faint any moment. Have you ever felt like your body are so stiffen that you just cannot move, helplessly gasping for fresh air.

Your body no longer answers to you. You are so shock and speechless that your body keeps pumping adrenline up to your brain making you feel sick. That's how I felt a week ago, after receiving the most devastating and unbelieveable news from my best friend in Australia.

It all started with a simply misunderstanding! Something that could be hold off if I would just be more considerate and decisive. Not being able to say a probable goodbye to someone I cherish all along is the most heartbreaking thing that I have to live with for the rest of my life. I hated myself of how I handle the situation, making a holy mess. If I could have one more change, I would do anything, and I mean "anything" to make up for my mistakes.

I regret every single moment of that scene, she cried and so did I. All I can feel is my body going numb. Everything seem to fly by in a speed of sound that I can't even get a clutch of any words she had. My brain went completely blank. Though one thing I know, is that she left............

I may seem to be bouncy and peppy on the surface but deep inside me, the guilt and shame still profoundly thickens in my heart. All I can ask for is your forgiveness, and all I can say is, I'm really sorry...I hope one day, we can see each other and until the day we meet again.....

I will always miss you.....

To my dearest friend~ If you ever decide to read this......

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Be respectful to other!

Individual human beings have so much to give, but why is it that everybody is constantly trying to compete against one another? But seriously, your biggest competition should be YOURSELF, nobody can make you into a better person but yourself! So quit passing silly judgements onto other people and let your guard down for minute, coz you will find yourself relieved from the inner-tensions and the anxiety that had made you so jumpy and fizzy all the time.

For some of y'll who may have no idea, dogs actually have their own ways of respecting each other's territory, in another word, they are fully aware of the importance of keeping off one another boundaries. Uh huh~ thats right people, dogs actually has that kind of rules too!!! To be honest, it may sound a bit silly and quirky.

To start you off, y'll should have experienced some of the scene where pet owner takes their dog for a walk and the dog start urinating on the sidewalk. Well, thats one, another familiar scene that you may have come across is watching a dog, sniffing non-stop from the ground. Both of this two act, represent the universial sign for dogs to communication with each other, they actually smell one another's urine in order to mark their territory. The stronger the urine smell, the better chances you will have to sustain your territory because if another dog comes and realize after smelling your urine that it is not strong enough, they will actually pee on top of the original urine with their own and therefore the terriorty is now taken over by the new dog. Although it may sounds very gorss but it is the most vital aspect of determining which terriorty they own.

To give you a further understanding of this theory, I will use my husky for illustration. So, if say my baby Haze invited some friends over for a party at "her" house, she expect them to respect her territory because she lives there. And for other puppies to understand which territory they are heading into, they will sniff around Haze's house to smell for her urine. The stronger the smell of the urine, the more respect you will recieve. However, logically speaking, every dog has their own ways of marking their territory, some may actually challenge your position by deliberately urinating in your turf and then gets into a physical or verbal fight to determine who will win the territory.

Well, folks, I hope you now have a better understanding of how dogs communicate to respect each other. And really, the main focus for this post is to remind people that it is important to respect one. Just ask yourself this question, would it be better if there are less conflicts and more happiness?

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Reminiscing!

After taking a nice warm shower, I sat in my house and as I close my eye to relax, I start reminiscing about the first day I laid eyes on Haze, my baby husky.

We chinese use to have a saying when we are picking pets, "love at first-sight", you should buy that pet if only you and them have an intimate moment.

Well, I can still recall the joy and happiness when I meet her , I just couldn't get a grip hold of myself but to stare at her in bewilderment. She, was beautiful,, mischievous and fierce . I just can't seem to get my eyes off her, yes, SHE was drop-dead gorgeous! And guest what! I knew from that very moment onward, I'm ripped, seriously!!! I'm totally obesess with her, I knew that she was perfect for me because we have that unbelieveable intimate connection. She came and lick my face, put her fury little head under my legs, barking softly as if asking me to touch her. I was completely overwhelmed by her friendliness, nearly melted me down.

Later that day and almost for the past two weeks, I been moaning and rattling on and on to my dad about the possiblity of buying Haze. But as usual, the problem of me coming to Australia and the commitment and devotion of taking on a pet is the core debate that I have to win my dad over. Of course, through continuous persuasion and sweet-talk, my dad finally approved of me buying Haze. That moment, I felt like I have just won a huge lottery and I just can't stop jumping and shouting until I was particularly dehydrated.

And the next thing I know, I'm holding Haze tight in my arm, as if I'm holding a new-born baby and that is the life beginning story of me and my baby girl, Haze. But until now, that is all I'm gonna share, so pls stay tune for my next update y'll~ Thanks^^