My Collection, Check em' out

My love for Haze ain't just lock in my heart but I show them. Yayayayayayayayaya......you may think I'm superficial and materialistic and all.... but this is how I choose to present myself. Others may choose bto buy other expensive brands, such as whaw Dolce&Gabbana, Gucci, Prada, Playboy, Paul Frank etc...

But "I" have my own style, own love, own personality. Y'all probably can guess what I may say next but let me beat you to it, I love a brand called, HuskyX3. It's a local taiwan brand, targeted at Husky lovers (including myself of course!!!)

It all started off from last year when my dad sent me the most unbelievable christmas gift I've ever received from anyone in my entire life, the HuskyX3 collection. Sounds ironic doesn't it, why isn't me who spot this exclusive brand but my dad!!! Well, to tell you the truth..... I have no idea!!! (don't hit me pls =.=") Anyway, I love my dad's present and I think you could imagine how crazy and insane I went when I saw those husky collection huh? I was a complete lunatic, jumping up and down, flaping my hands everywhere and basically went nuts. It was amazing.......

Giao!!! Looking pro y'all ~~

I've never imagine myself in the filming industry. I always thought that filming and production work is very easy and hands on , but I was stunned and overwhelmed by how much we have to learn about camera work and the pre-production requirement that we have to endure before we even go out to film.

I guess now I'm much more respectful to the filming business because I now understand how complicated and cut-throating this business can be, thankz to Julia who taught us so much this sem about the camera work and how to organise a strong and presentable portfolio.

The most amazing thing out of all is that my short video was one of the seven that Julia chose to made, and I was so greatful for that. I hope I could use everything I have so far from the filming to the next level in my future if I ever get to make another short video, perhaps the next sem!

Here are some pictures of one of my group, looking pro Director Rita!!!!! Hehehehehehe

Listenz up!!!

Slap back to reality

Even though my heart still sinks everytime I think about my friend... but now I guess I gotta move on. It's still difficult but I know that sometimes things just cannot go back to the way they were. So I must let bygones be bygones.......and focus on other lively aspects of my life.

And all I can think of is my baby dog, Haze. I miss u so much!!! I'm so thrilled to come back to Hong Kong this sem and see how much you've grown~ Just seeing your newest picture makes me so warm and energetic. I can't wait to kiss u and hug you into my arms………………

Well enough of me talking, why don't I show you some of my newest picture of Haze!!!!!!

Regrets, Forgiveness, Apologize

Everything went lovely and vibrating for me just three weeks ago. But you never know what will happen next...

Have you ever experience a moment where your heart just stop, contracts so badly that you felt like you will faint any moment. Have you ever felt like your body are so stiffen that you just cannot move, helplessly gasping for fresh air.

Your body no longer answers to you. You are so shock and speechless that your body keeps pumping adrenline up to your brain making you feel sick. That's how I felt a week ago, after receiving the most devastating and unbelieveable news from my best friend in Australia.

It all started with a simply misunderstanding! Something that could be hold off if I would just be more considerate and decisive. Not being able to say a probable goodbye to someone I cherish all along is the most heartbreaking thing that I have to live with for the rest of my life. I hated myself of how I handle the situation, making a holy mess. If I could have one more change, I would do anything, and I mean "anything" to make up for my mistakes.

I regret every single moment of that scene, she cried and so did I. All I can feel is my body going numb. Everything seem to fly by in a speed of sound that I can't even get a clutch of any words she had. My brain went completely blank. Though one thing I know, is that she left............

I may seem to be bouncy and peppy on the surface but deep inside me, the guilt and shame still profoundly thickens in my heart. All I can ask for is your forgiveness, and all I can say is, I'm really sorry...I hope one day, we can see each other and until the day we meet again.....

I will always miss you.....

To my dearest friend~ If you ever decide to read this......